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Severus Snape walked across the land of Hogwarts. It was summer and his N.E.W.T.'s were nearly in prospective. In just one month he'll leave Hogwarts forever. He should be excited but if he leaves Hogwarts he won't see Lily again. Yes, Lily Evans, since he met her for the first time he loved her. But for her he was always just a good friend. And now she's together with Potter. Oh, how much Severus hates Potter and the Marauder's. A few years ago Severus and Lily were friends but then Severus abused her as Mudblood and their friendship ended. So Severus'll see Lily never again because she won't let him. He sighed. It grew cold because it was late in the evening so Severus decided to went in his Common room. At the way into the dungeons he heard two people. Quietly he approached them and listened to their conversation. 'James, I love you so much!' It was Lily. Severus don't want to hear them and was on the way to walk forward when he became nosey. 'Lily, I love you more than anything on the world!' Severus couldn't see them but he heard that Potter moved. 'Lily,' he said, 'you know that I love you since I saw you for the first time. And that's nearly seven years ago. So I ask you now: Do you want to... to marry me?' His voice jittered a bit at the end and was less a whisper but Severus heard every word. Now there was silent for a long time.
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Lily looked down to her boyfriend. Does he really made her a proposal of marriage? She doesn't know what to say. James was waiting quietly but clearly nervous. One or two minutes she can't say something. First she was so surprised and than she had to think. Does she want to spent her whole life with James? With the boy with whom she's together not just yet since one year? But he loves her since nearly seven years and Lily has to admit herself that she likes him also for a long time. The problem was that James was before very arrogant, annoying and flashy. But now he isn't anymore and Lily loves him more than anything else. She took a deep breath and answered whispery 'Yes, James, I want to marry you!' She consulted James and kissed him. He rejoined it and both lost themselves in the kiss so they didn't hear that someone was running away. Did they?
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Severus was courious waiting for Lily's answer. >Please, don't say 'yes', please!< he thought. Than Lily began to speak. Severus just heard the first word 'Yes...'. He stumbled back and began to ran. A tear ran out of his eye. He only wants to leave Lily and Potter as much as possible. Five minutes later he fall sad and jaded down just sitting there sniveling. >Why does she loves Potter?< he was asking himslef, >It's my fault,< he admitted. Severus sighed. Since two years he regret calling Lily as a Mudblood but he never was sorry for it as much as now. It doesn't make sense to think of 'what if...' it'll make him just more sad. So he was singly sitting there alone and mournful.
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James rejoined the kiss and were lost in it. But then he heard someone running away. He was himself quite sure it was Snivellus. >After all he still loves Lily< James guessed right. But now he had no time for thinking about Snivellus. Now he only wants to enjoy the kiss with his fiancée. Snivellus and his love to Lily was put somewhere at the back of his mind. His future together with Lily will be perfect. He couldn't guess that they have just three years left to live.
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Lily couldn't guess that she and James just have three years left to live.
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Severus couldn't guess that Lily will leave the world forever just in three years. But he knows: his love to Lily Evans will be as far as he died and above all.
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